I’m not really into labels. 1x11 — Jess and Julia

Short one today

I did not-labeling once and refused to talk about and use the words boyfriend and girlfriend. That caused a lack of understanding of people around me, them questioning my attitude and questioning my sanity. Yeah, it was tough for me, I know. When you’re not ready, you’re not. Simple as that.

In retrospective, I’m really sorry for my behaviour, that girl was really sweet but struggled so hard to get me to the point where I was ready to use them. What can I say, it simply overwhelmed me. One time, she asked me what I think we’re kind of doing, and what I would label that. To which I simply replied, we’re young and having fun. Oh boy, what a d-bag I was.

(Disclaimer/Note to myself —Fortunately I changed. I’ve grown up, I can handle that stuff, really. Trust me. Try me ;)